Headhunter (pinoyheadhunter) wrote,

One of my deepest fears . . .

Is to grow old.

Yes, am afraid that one day i will look in the mirror and not recognize the face before me.
Because age has finally caught up and not a trace of my original self can be seen.

So i keep ID fotos taken 20 or so years ago. A lot of my photos has been destroyed by flood in my flood-prone hometown of Malabon.

But when i do see my photos 20 or so years ago, i tend to wonder . . . where has that young man in the picture gone? I have always felt that I am ugly eveytime my picture is taken. Ever since I was in my teens, till my 30s, i have always considered myself unattractive. I was always not satisfied with the way I look.

But now, looking back at my young self, I wonder, what have I done to my youth? to my lost youth? Do you think I was ugly when I was young? I honestly did.

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dec 2012
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